soon double three

Posted: April 20th, 2009 | Author: Lunita* | Filed under: Uncategorized | Tags: | 2 Comments »

Thanks to facebook I have been reaquainted to old high school classmates. I never kept in touch with any of them, except for a couple, but thanks to social sites such as facebook its unavoidable nowadays. Most are doing what is expected. They are married and have families. Most of them never left town. A few moved to other cities in within the state and a couple went interstate. I left the country.

I dont think I am better then them because of it. Infact if anything I always think what I’ve done, where I am, who I am, is not good enough. I always feel like there is more to this. I want more, but what that more is, I dont know. Are we ever 100% satisfied?

I guess it doesnt matter what we do or where we are as long as we are happy. Maybe in some ways I am jealous of some of my classmates because they seem happy. Of course the question always crosses my mind. What do they think of me? Am I what they expected I would be, and wHat did they expect? Are they a tiny bitsy jealous of me?

Can you tell another birthday is around the corner! I always reflect and think of silly things!!

I guess I am sure of one thing and that is that ‘someone’ makes me happy and I am glad that ‘someone’ is a part of my life! ;)


2 Comments on “soon double three”

  1. 1 Renimar said at 7:52 am on April 22nd, 2009:

    I just randomly checked to see some old friend’s blogs, and only just noticed you were back up here. Now I know to check regularly! (Though I do see you post on facebook, too!)

    So, still planning to be in the bay area?

  2. 2 yvett said at 5:25 am on May 1st, 2009:

    You know, not a lot of people from my high school are on facebook. Or they are and don’t add the school (like me). I can’t find you either.

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