Posted: April 29th, 2009 | Author: Lunita* | Filed under: Uncategorized | Tags: Birthdays | 2 Comments »
its my birthday and i can cry if i want to cry if i want to..
yeah thats right i am going to cry cuz i am getting old! 
my parents called me today at 8 AM. you might think thats expected BUT my parents are terrible with the time difference. they always ring me a day too late since they are 18 hours behind AND they ring at crazy hours like 3 or 4 AM. so believe me it was some kind of miracle that they managed to ring me at a normalish time! it’s only taken them hmm 12 years!
on my way to work i felt like i should have worn some sort of sign because lets face it no one knows. or should i say no one cares. its just another day.
same at work. they had no clue. but it happens that today out of all days i had 2 people ask me how old i am! hah!
and of course there is my crazy dude. he got me this…
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Posted: April 20th, 2009 | Author: Lunita* | Filed under: Uncategorized | Tags: life | 2 Comments »
Thanks to facebook I have been reaquainted to old high school classmates. I never kept in touch with any of them, except for a couple, but thanks to social sites such as facebook its unavoidable nowadays. Most are doing what is expected. They are married and have families. Most of them never left town. A few moved to other cities in within the state and a couple went interstate. I left the country.
I dont think I am better then them because of it. Infact if anything I always think what I’ve done, where I am, who I am, is not good enough. I always feel like there is more to this. I want more, but what that more is, I dont know. Are we ever 100% satisfied?
I guess it doesnt matter what we do or where we are as long as we are happy. Maybe in some ways I am jealous of some of my classmates because they seem happy. Of course the question always crosses my mind. What do they think of me? Am I what they expected I would be, and wHat did they expect? Are they a tiny bitsy jealous of me?
Can you tell another birthday is around the corner! I always reflect and think of silly things!!
I guess I am sure of one thing and that is that ‘someone’ makes me happy and I am glad that ‘someone’ is a part of my life! 